On we go. I'll schedule my next appointment with the clinic for two weeks from now and try, try again. Now that I've gone through one full round of this process, I think this next round will be easier somehow. I will still have to wait, but I will have a better chance of filling that time and fretting less, not reading into every single little thing. I wanted to find a quote that inspired me to pick up and try again - but everything I found used the word 'fail'. This isn't a failure, it's nature. Nature never fails, it just decides when the time is right. So I'll go to my old standby -
"Adopt the pace of nature, her secret is patience."
~ Ralph Waldo Emerson